Those who have the Real Keys to the Kingdom of Heaven have access. What are the real keys? Learn what gives you access?
I cannot say enough to let you know how important it is that you seek God out and ask his Holy Spirit to teach you. Everything can come to you more easily and a lot cleaner (without the confusion and corruption of religion and the world) if you do. Without you doing this your foundation will not be built upon God, because God’s Holy Spirit is our teacher and you will be relying on imperfect sources.